I am Never-Miss-America… Well, my real name is Sam. This is my online diary of the upcoming months until my beauty pageant. Sort of like a “Teen” Miss America. My mom sort of pushed me into this… kind of. She nudged me and said I can use my so-called “beauty” to get me somewhere. I applied around August of 2004. I was crossing my fingers all the way up into December that I would be a State Finalist. I was looking forward to telling my boyfriend at the time whether I made it or ...